What is this Feeling, so sudden and new?

"Loathing! Unadulterated Loathing!"

hahahha, well....it's not loathing..
But why am I so angry?
Mmm, I'm not sure if it's exactly anger I guess..maybe I'm just upset.
But the thing is, I have no reason to be upset with him.

It's just weird because I have no idea why I'm feeling this way..
Maybe I'm just tired of waiting...